Not negotiable....
Statistics: Posted by patrah — Mon Mar 07, 2016 6:42 pm
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They didn't want you or need you when you needed/wanted them so pish on them....
(Should have seen all families face when I let son sit in jail 1st time when I could have bailed him out)
noo that money was for my next pacemaker surgery. sorry...
And no matter what it is that brings you happiness to get thru each day? As long as it harms no one else? then enjoy whatever it is to the fullest.
Statistics: Posted by Madame Marigold — Mon Mar 07, 2016 5:54 pm
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Statistics: Posted by patrah — Mon Mar 07, 2016 6:15 am
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My life and situation must not continue to be contingent on what other people's perception of what I should want based on their own ideas should be.....
The harsh reality is that loved ones have conditional support....
I must prove loyalty by ridding those pesky animals from my life in an effort to seek approval and thus help will come.....
NOT!
So I asked if I got rid of the animals then would I get help.....
The pervasive answer is....
I should get rid of all belongings.....
So I'm getting these conditions from people who have companions and children.....
So I should rid my life of everything which has been here for me while everyone has been living their lives with other people......
My children are grown....
Son married with 4 children....
Daughter about to be married for second time with her own and husbands children....
Where will I fit into their lives.....
Aftermeverything I want is gone....
NO, I'm moving as I have wanted to....I will have a good running car....no one comes here when I need a ride....
I will have the way I am going to live how I want it....
Not how you they or anyone else thinks I should want it....
No one is paying bills, driving me, feeding me, or those damned animals who are in everyone's way.....
My cousin said he thinks I can eventually get it together....
Ha, I said, I AM TOGETHER.....
My living situation is not what is societally deemed appropriate.....
But I am spiritually a fine person.....
I value differently than you.....
So I could say you will eventually get it together.....
That sounds insulting.....
I have a good health, I have a generous heart, I do not betray others....
I help people even if I do not believe in what they are doing....
I love myself and others.....
So really who is or is not together....?
I have a nasty house.....
My plan is to move to where the animals are not crowded in here and I have human friendly space.....
But who would I have over.....
People who detest how I lived here but would not help me to do better?..
Certainly not.....
Statistics: Posted by patrah — Mon Mar 07, 2016 2:44 am
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But what is the point....?
Please I was ready to get rid of the animals when my doggie died and y'all convinced me to keep them...now it is a principle...
I know my family and some friends have the condition that they resent my animals and do not want me to keep them...
They do not even realize it until they are upset or I ask for something...
Statistics: Posted by patrah — Mon Mar 07, 2016 12:08 am
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It disappeared.....
Going to chance putting my insurance check in bank....
Lawsuits may take it....
Don't know what else to do....
Life is perfectly fine meanwhile....
Ouroboros, I been saying about money all day to everyone including me...
When it is better I will keep the chant as a mantra to sleep by......
Statistics: Posted by patrah — Sun Mar 06, 2016 12:02 am
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Things have to get better, I cant see it going South any more than it has *sighs* I love you Sweetie
Statistics: Posted by Elia — Sat Mar 05, 2016 10:48 pm
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No one to jump it to see if batterey cranking too slow or some other thing....
Help over to the other house phone is off till whenever.....
Nephew hounding me....
Landlady harassing me but her tone has changed again from mean to nice....
Legal proceedings should deem no phone contact.....
I am so tired of the nonsense.....
Life is wonderful....
Life is magically delicious.....lol
Statistics: Posted by patrah — Sat Mar 05, 2016 9:58 pm
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One of my help stole the money....
Contractor never showed....
My nephew was supposed to come, we argued....
He did not come....
I could trust him though...Att showed up and I have wifi....
Will lower my phone plan....
Car totaled out at less than expected....
Oh well....
Landlady calling twice a day,...
I got ticked off because she sounded threatening....
I answered and told her very calmly what I said....
When there are legal proceedings you are not supposed to talk....
What next...
The only help I had has stolen $300....
And I need them at the Nasty house...
But I do not know which one....
But I think I do....
Daughter offered to replace the money...
But I feel bad as she is getting married in weeks, and I am not contributing a thing to her wedding...
Oh hell know....
This may sound funny but I am crying so hard, my iPad is bouncing on my lap....
Hahahahha...
I will laugh tomorrow....
Statistics: Posted by patrah — Fri Mar 04, 2016 11:35 pm
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