I'm not trying hard enough

[patrah]

Knew the car would start after pouring $530 into repairs into it.....
Did not drive it yesterday or park it a mile away the other day to walk home in th dark to keep it safe....
So here I am prepared to go collect $15 or groceries which are owed to me and can't because the car won't work....
Same issue as the one repaired....
Lil,cousin because he won't come here to help today, decided I am not trying hard enough because I have nothing else to try....Tow truck driver calculated more miles than
allowed by insurance...so I owe the two company and they won't tow again....
So I'm trying to figure out what and how else am I supposed to try....
No one wants to hear from me unless I am destitute, then they say why did I wait so long....
I'm certain the car is tampered with....
Or the mechanic will find else wrong even though they diagnosed it.....
And I cannot tow it and the money I am getting in beginning of month has got to pay the utility and phone bills I did not pay to get the car fixed....
And the insurance adjuster is calling about the other car which I have not cleaned out to have towed to the body shop...
And I cannot tow it a second time from the hit by those people who hit it....
And I'm wondering when it is ok to say I can't do anything and no one else will.....
Oh hell no...
I have enough....
No more....
Meanwhile what to do about this stuff here....?