Ok I'm bashing christian god

[patrah]

I suppose this goes here.....
I was very upset last night.....
Like "possessed by horrible spirits" upset.....
Celled a friend to talk about an issue I'm having ongoing with people coming into my home while I'm gone.....
And me blaming my refusal to clean up anymore on the fact that one day a few years ago, I came home to ransacked house, and just succumbed and never tried again....
But someone WAS here yesterday while I was at court.....
I seemed very calm until I felt she was dismissing my need to talk to ask if she could talk to me tomorrow(today).....
I went bezerk, and blamed every loved one and friend for dismissing me....
Then on to god(christian), and all the inconsistencies, and all the I protection, and even the "made in his invisible image"...
And my friend is christian....
I could of just said, I really need to talk, and can you spare a few minutes....
Well she stayed on, quoting silly scriptures and not having any answers as to why the intruders into my home can rely on this god better than me...
And why this God won't protect me or let me know who is in here, or help me get moved, or keep my animals out of harm while I'm out or keep my car going, or even make me a better person.....
Well I woke up like I had a hangover today.....
Have stuff I haven even to do like get cars towed, get dog and cat food out of car first, an call court to make pay arrange....And my head is splitting....
Even have places to go with no car....
Oh hell no....
I tend to anger at the most benign people....
I want to retributed the enemies who are in not my best interest....
And am tired of trying to figure out who they are how many and what to do if I don't...
Oh hell no....

[Elia]

I'm sorry you are have such problems, did you call police, and let them know someone is breaking in??
Stick close to home, and see who it is, keep your doors and windows locked.

My Goodness

[patrah]

It is far beyond that....
There are other implications and ramifications....
Some people knew I would be at court without a car....
This has been going on for at least 4 years....
My home is a mess, partly because one day 4 years ago I tired of clearing after the traditional ransack....
So the police may not believe the crazy messy witch lady who sprinkles powders, and chats with the moon....
With all the critters in her house.....
This area is gang infested, and gang wanna bees.....
And malicious children with no parenting....
And Santeria people....
And my neighbors are family of the landlady whom I have not payed since December when they lost the house this fifth time....
I am outnumbered, outdone and otherwise discouraged...
They could be reason for the car....did not want that car here until move....
Other car was hit and rendered....
I just am happy happy happy I am going to have moved to continue happy....
Reached contractor saved his money and his car rendered....
I notice that even with my virtual friends, things trail from me to other people.....
Others around me seem to have better protection or what is meant from me hits me harder and Emirates out to those who care.....
So keep mindful and project my stuff away.....
That's all I know....

[Ouroboros]

Take deep breaths and put up your shield of mirrors to reflect negative energy. I do hope you get moved soon.

[Elia]

Yes, Yes, put up your shields, block it before it gets there!!

[patrah]

Yes block before....
Before....
Before....
Ok blocking.....