I am not joking....
I am frightened of the winter this year because I seem to have made a poorer choice to move here rather than stay in doom where I was,,,,
Ok I had heat there even though my utility bill was terrible because the people downstairs were likely stealing it....
The plumber won't come til I get the furnace fixed....
I understand....
No way to fix it....
Been trying to call the guy who first worked here (my bad cousins friend who wanted to extort money...I think he realized he had charged too little and wanted to make it up without talking to me about it so decided to do whatever)...
He is holding a grudge apparently and will not call back...
Was told to go to an agency....
State will not help...
My income is such that I have too much to be poverty and not enough to do by myself....
And I have a spending problem....
Asked my children to hold emergency money for me....
No deal...
I will freeze in. Here and will have to turn off water to keep pipes from freezing....
And the tree limb on the roof just keeps creeping....
Am at the end of my rope here....
And most spell's do not make large miracles or so I'm told....
I have run out of things to try...,
I only know I have got to live and stay alive and have some safe comfort in life...
And this idea has got to remain a basic constant....
I am posting in prayer and primrose too...
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