I'm just in a funk, with all that's going on, I don't know which way to turn. my mystery pain is killing me, I'm so tired mentally, and physically, I don't feel like going to the gym, don't want to clean, or eat, just nothing!!! and most of it is frustration over this pain know body can figure out, I'm so tired of hurting and feeling tired!!! My Grandson is having it rough finding a job, doing his DUI classes, and no money for his fines, I just want to crawl in a hole!!!
I cant call it depression, that's not how I feel, I want this pain gone, so I can at least function. I cant stand the thoughts of anybody asking me for anything!! I just cant do it!!!
Somebody just put me over the fence, out to pasture, and let me wonder around aimlessly until I drop.
Believe me there is more, I just cant go there in my mind right now. And there are so many people that are so much worse than me, I feel ashamed to even say anything. But this pain is unreal today, with all the running ive done, I just cant stand it!!!
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