Having to take it like every other hour and have gone from 1 pill at night to 2 a day and every 2 hours or so another 1/2 last night I really really thought I was going to stroke out and finally caved and took 1/4 of a Clonazepam to try and calm me down...I DESPISE taking that!
I was literally panicking and asked hubby to pray for me and he says ok then just turns over. Now maybe he said it internally but a damn AMEN would helped me feel better!
I just ...UGHHHHHH

Now, already this morning full BP med, thyroid med, and another 1/4 of the clonapin or whatever spelling and looking at alternative meds and cant get back into see my doc till march 4th.... and still have to take the damn MS med, and want to take the bee enzyme (serrapeptase) to eat at the endometriosis but paranoid to...... it is just been a rough rough 48hrs..
can I ask for a candle to be lit please? gonna go do something I never ever do...cry in the corner.....